Monday, June 28, 2004

hey alL!!!
missed my complaints!???!! wahaha. yeaH! ive finally gonna erase one complain fr my list. tt's my hair! cos ive redye it super dark brown now, it looks blackish with a bit of brown here n there cos of the previous mutli colours. n yeah trimmed my hair so yeah!!! no more dry ends!!!woohoo.and i dun have to worry abt new hair growing n having to redye them again.-great-

with regards to my fats n skins. yeah. really bad skin. i got a pimple on my nose. hate to have any spots on my T zone. boohoo. but yeah cant find my beautician. i think she ran awae with the money. haha. nah. she's not in town. n tt kinda sacrfice my skin.

hey u know what!?? im a tone darker now. if u observe upclose comparing the bikini lines with the rest of my body. heh. erm not tt i like or dislike. not much of a diff though. still fair. -shrugs-

hmm.. as for my fats.. erm... well... what can i sae? jus gonna watch my diet n exercise more n spare u readers from my complaints.gd idea? so im gonan stop complaining!

sat was indeed fun n happening. real tired though. imagine getting up for work at 7am n head straight to sentosa after tt. lotsa volleyball playing or rather picking up of ball. n swimming n captain's balL! well, i sure burnt lotsa calories fr those stuff. captain's ball was wae too violent, lotsa snatching, cheating and yeah rolling on the sand snatching and struggling. and poor me.. my thigh is bruised. thanks to josh's professional-volleyball-player cousin, who spiked me real hard. and whenever she did her powerful jump serve we will run awae fr the ball instead of gg for it. it's too WOW.

went lau pau sat for dinner after tt. hmm.. it was alright. we tok abt sch n stuff. josh n cousin din join us cos they have got family dinner. we went clubbing at cheeky monkey's after tt. wasn't tt great n fun. but still alright. cos u know it was like chilling with josh n cousin, chaiyut and jara. nic n kelvin left early. n im guilty tt they din have fun. sorry nic! first, we were all tired fr clubbing. then, the crowd wasn't our cup of tea. mostly malays n indians and yeah not our crowd. great music though. jara had fun. cos she got to tok to one white cutie n one black cutie and one indian cutie.

so tt kinda sums up my weekend. boo. oh yeah. heard tt my chinese gers class dinner ended up with 3 ppl only. there shud be 8 of us. quite pathetic man. woo. as i was jus walking thru raffles city on fridae waiting for zj. me n ling jus went in to mango n check it out. okay.. i ended up with one jacket , 2 tops and one skirt for only 80+. how cheap can tt be? average 20 each. but they looked really casual hence the low price. only the jacket looks cool. white knit wear type , it's really cool due to the high collar. but when and where can i wear it? in my chilling bedroom?

oh well, wed, we are gg smu for matriculation. and i'm so looking forward to the oreintation. though i have a great feeling im gonna end up being dissapointed. but woO!! im so excited for the freshman party at zouk. all the party animals of smu gonna be hanging out together . yay!!!

okay. anyway , yeah.. dun u think we humans are so shallow , so superficial and materialistic? but this is life isn't it? ive tok abt this b4. but yeah... boo.. was watching shallow hal for the millionth time ytd. cos they keep showing tt on scv. but like i said, first impression matters alot. boo.. so in one wae or another, being superficial is inevitable.

oh yeah.. i wanna head to thailand to be a queen!!!. chaiyut keeps telling us to go over. he said tt once he spent SG 40 in da club n the bouncers deejays and sum management woman went up to him n shook his hands. hey man! 40 in SG allow 2 guys into the club on a wed night at zouk. spending a thousand in da club wun even give u the attention like what chaiyut got in thailand. i wanna go thailand!!! let's go!!let's go!!

oh u know what? b4 shallow hal, i was watchin this movie called the banger sisters. it's abt this 2 crazy groupies. they had lotsa fun in their younger daes n stuff. doing crazy stuff slept with musicians -and stuff- but when they grew older. one became a housewife whose hubby is a lawyer. so she often keeps up her image as a perfect wife cum mother of 2. while the other one was working in da club. she sort of u know tot abt that woman and hence head to the town of hers to catch up.

and then! the housewife. gosh i cant rmb their names. anyway, she was surprised to see her showing up and doubt her motive. she actually wanted to give her 5k n asked her to get out of her perfect life and she was actually ashamed of introducing her to the family. u know, she had such a tough time keeping up image , portraying the -never make a mistake or a wrong decision in my life- image. well.. but anyway, eventually after one dinner, where the happening one stayed on n joined them. when they tok abt the 2 person's past. the kids actually mocked when they heard tt her mom actually danced?? n they kept luffing abt tt tot. but yeah, she sort of break down and decide to loosen up abit. n using her fork, she scooped sum pasta and threw it on the hubby's shirt. n then off she stood, holding the wine bottle and drank straight from it and left the dining table.

the hubby got mad initially not knowing anything abt her past and the sudden change in ehr attitude and she too was frustrated as she sort of lose herself. she has forgotten how happening n wild she was. she finally changed n the 2 ladies went to club together. they were in their 40s btw. but after everything, tt morning after clubbing they rushed to the daughter's high sch graduation. the hubby actually stood there smiled at her n welcomed her . so touching if ur watching it/ it's like afterall he doesnt mind her being wild n accept her for who she is.

n the smart daughter made a wonderful speech at the graduation( btw the daughter sort of topped the sch eveyr yr)which is related to the mom's happenings. she said sth like why are we doing things tt wat others tot is gd for us or how everyone tot is the right things to do. taking up a degree of a course tt ur not interested in being such a gd mommy's gal.she mentioned tt she wud rather do sth she liked and make mistakes at least she wun regret not trying rather then doing sth she dislike n succeed in it.and she rather quarrel with her family rather than jus plainly try to keep up a gd ger image in front of her parents n being unhappy. hmm.. howeva, i think sumtimes due to unforseen circumstances, we do not have the choice but to conform. jus like u cant compare with those successdul business man now saying tt they too dun have a degree. times have changed. if u dun have the capital , i guess having tt paper is an easier wae to get u started. but yeah.. dun jus go for it cos tts the right thing to do. make the decision tt u wud least regret.

but anyway the moral of the movie is more abt the women who kinda lost herself. and tt keeps me wondering. how wud living in the society n having the responsibilites of family changed us. i mean, u know tt lady was so wild in her younger daes but when cums to teaching her kids she was really strict n got freaked out easily wheneva her children made any mistakes, forgetting she had been thru the same thing n tt in life we do need to have sum fun instead of mugging our lives awae.

wateva it is, no matter how times changes , how ppl changes, stay true to ur inner self. in one wae or another, we can be so caught up in our live's activities we have forgotten to enjoy life, the meaning of life. sumhow, i guess that's when religion cums into the picture. n the true frens n families arnd u too. they keep u sane , they reminds u there's more to life. there's love.

okay. tt's all for now. yaaawn. sorry for the long winded entry.let's hope this week passes quickly. btw, tash , ling and zhen jie, when we meeting up? let's fixed a date soon yeah? n nic, durain feasT!!! quick quick organise!! alritey folks. im outta here.


lastly, i love u guys. thanks for being a part of my life n memories of my younger daes.

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