hey guys!!!! hows everyone doing???
im getting fatter n fatter!!! despite jogging like .. erm.. as and when i dun feel lazy n feel extremely fat .. im gaining weighT!!!! argH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i went for body check up todae. they measured me as 47kg while my house weighing scale is 42kg!! how can!!??? 5 kg is alot!!!!!!but mine shud add 3 kg . cos when i weighed in sch its owas 3 kg heavier. no matter what! it means ive grown fatter!! wat happened to the 43kg tt ive been maintaining for 4 years!!??? cos of this stupid job n holidae i gained 3-4 kG! dun care take it as 5 kg im gonna lose 5 kg b4 im satisfied!!
any idea how i can go abt doing it? i cant stop eating!!! n i have to eat chocolates. ever since i started work, im eating more meals than usual plus with the income, i eat expensive food more than usual. n im owas attracted to creamy cheesy or chocolatish stuff!! boohooo... time to stop pasta for a mth?? will tt be enuff?? nono. cos after one mth i will reward myself with alot of food. tts not gonna work. argH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
maybe i need an emotional breakdown! sumbody hurt me pls.. BUT>> been too happy to care abt anything. n happy means eating!!! dun u agree?/ when ur happy u go for celebrations jus like how i keep eating chocolate cakes in may giving myself the excuse tt its my bdae mth. boohoo...
well.. at least i know when sch starts i will slim down cos tt means less meals cos i will be rushing for school no time for breakfast. rather sleep more. n if i start partying again which means insufficient of sleep i will slim down too.. hai....
whine n whine n whine. i THINK i shud continue eating! nicholas, dun give my chocolates awae! i shall start to lose weight after sch starts. hmm.. or rather theres no need to start. when sch starts i will naturally lose weight. bleahz!. IM FAT N UGLY N SHORT N POOR! boo!
im getting fatter n fatter!!! despite jogging like .. erm.. as and when i dun feel lazy n feel extremely fat .. im gaining weighT!!!! argH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i went for body check up todae. they measured me as 47kg while my house weighing scale is 42kg!! how can!!??? 5 kg is alot!!!!!!but mine shud add 3 kg . cos when i weighed in sch its owas 3 kg heavier. no matter what! it means ive grown fatter!! wat happened to the 43kg tt ive been maintaining for 4 years!!??? cos of this stupid job n holidae i gained 3-4 kG! dun care take it as 5 kg im gonna lose 5 kg b4 im satisfied!!
any idea how i can go abt doing it? i cant stop eating!!! n i have to eat chocolates. ever since i started work, im eating more meals than usual plus with the income, i eat expensive food more than usual. n im owas attracted to creamy cheesy or chocolatish stuff!! boohooo... time to stop pasta for a mth?? will tt be enuff?? nono. cos after one mth i will reward myself with alot of food. tts not gonna work. argH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
maybe i need an emotional breakdown! sumbody hurt me pls.. BUT>> been too happy to care abt anything. n happy means eating!!! dun u agree?/ when ur happy u go for celebrations jus like how i keep eating chocolate cakes in may giving myself the excuse tt its my bdae mth. boohoo...
well.. at least i know when sch starts i will slim down cos tt means less meals cos i will be rushing for school no time for breakfast. rather sleep more. n if i start partying again which means insufficient of sleep i will slim down too.. hai....
whine n whine n whine. i THINK i shud continue eating! nicholas, dun give my chocolates awae! i shall start to lose weight after sch starts. hmm.. or rather theres no need to start. when sch starts i will naturally lose weight. bleahz!. IM FAT N UGLY N SHORT N POOR! boo!
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