okay. i admit. tears were swelling up as i made my previous entry. i felt sad. but no i din allow them to flow. im a tear-holder remember? wats the point of crying when its useless to cry? hai.. i jus feel sad for my dad more than it's for the death of my gong gong.

hai.. im gg wenliang's law frens chalet later. its holidae for me isnt it? shud enjoy myself. house gonna be empty anyway. oh no... means more maggie mee for the rest of the week. tts what i jus had for dinner. too lazy to buy food myself n i overspent again this mth. hai.. sad..

suddenly..i miss my brother. i miss argueing with him. calling him on the fone asking where he is and wat he is doing. and i miss him calling me in the middle of the night asking where i am. and what im doing. n now im gonna miss my daddy n my mommy too. lying on the bed n whined while she sat beside me watching tv. standing in front of the mirror, telling her she produced a "gd stuff". miss my dad for argueing tt the "gd stuff" took after him. man.. i dun look like any of my parents. BOO!

anyway, yeah , time to cheer up. tt was pathetic. missing so many ppl. but hey ppl.. cherish ur loved ones while they are arnd yeah? meanwhile, i shall jus work on how to let my dad knows tt i love him.

oh , and anyone wanna stay with me for the few daes can let me know. shortlisted candidates will be informed. ive got ps2 , scv, mahong set without mahjong table. n yeah a king size bed , a useless computer and a tv with scv n vcd player in my room for entertainment.hmmm, being alone is cool.