argh!! im feeling kinda pissed~! hmm not exactly pissed-pissed but hmm jus irritated. u know, i find it really hard to sae NO to a fren. of cos , if u offer me drugs n cigarettes , i will tell u straight in the face, HELL NO. but this isn't what i"m refering to.
Just that, sae a fren who needs my company, ask me out when im studying or doing work, i will agree. even when im in my pyjamas, getting ready to sleep, jio me out to club, i will go along too. but when I'm the one asking anyone for help for company, ppl find it real easy to reject me. Or maybe, tt's why i dun like to ask ppl out. who knows whether they are free? and many times when i ask, i dun expect a YES for an ans. so usually, i jus asked for the sake of asking.
So, tell me now, is tt a problem with me?? then im easily persuaded? that i didn't set my pirorities right? thats why i m able to leave whichever work i'm doing and company a fren and stuff?
recently, i'm learning to say NO when i really dun feel like gg out. cos there are many occassions when i dun feel like gg , i still find it hard to reject , cos that that wud mean the person has got no company. anyway, recently , like i mentioned earlier, i learned how to sae NO. but i got remarks like " hey , recently, u've becum less on."
-wateva- im starting to wonder, is it cos my frens are not as kind as i am? or maybe they are firm in their decision and they set their pirorities. or perhaps, they jus ain't my frens?? are they??
right now, i'm in seminar room all to myself. suppose to be conducting the survey for recordings. play the records while ppl who sign up to hear them will survey. but no one turns up. oh well, why bother signing up them? it's really wasting man power. dun u guys have responsibilities? but thx to my coordinator, and perhaps sum other personnel, they will be changing the wae they conduct the survey. that is, to burn all the recordings into cds and sent to these ppl.
everyone has been mugging so much for campus radio. putting so much effort and time into it. campus radio has becum a part of our lives. i have a senior who survived on 3 hrs of sleep per dae. cos of the many tough modules as well as ccas. man... i certainly admire all these ppl who make full use of their time. of cos, u can choose to relax n not join anything. but dun u feel u acomplish nth?when the birth of campus radio is due, i bet all these seniors gonna be so proud of the success and their hard work will eventually pay off. And , im certainly very proud of my fellow seniors and to be a part of campus radio.
I've cum across many great ppl here in smu, selfish ones too. but no matter what, i'm proud to sae, " I Love SMU" and i thank God for giving me this life that is full of experiences and blessings and im sure there's more to come.
Just that, sae a fren who needs my company, ask me out when im studying or doing work, i will agree. even when im in my pyjamas, getting ready to sleep, jio me out to club, i will go along too. but when I'm the one asking anyone for help for company, ppl find it real easy to reject me. Or maybe, tt's why i dun like to ask ppl out. who knows whether they are free? and many times when i ask, i dun expect a YES for an ans. so usually, i jus asked for the sake of asking.
So, tell me now, is tt a problem with me?? then im easily persuaded? that i didn't set my pirorities right? thats why i m able to leave whichever work i'm doing and company a fren and stuff?
recently, i'm learning to say NO when i really dun feel like gg out. cos there are many occassions when i dun feel like gg , i still find it hard to reject , cos that that wud mean the person has got no company. anyway, recently , like i mentioned earlier, i learned how to sae NO. but i got remarks like " hey , recently, u've becum less on."
-wateva- im starting to wonder, is it cos my frens are not as kind as i am? or maybe they are firm in their decision and they set their pirorities. or perhaps, they jus ain't my frens?? are they??
right now, i'm in seminar room all to myself. suppose to be conducting the survey for recordings. play the records while ppl who sign up to hear them will survey. but no one turns up. oh well, why bother signing up them? it's really wasting man power. dun u guys have responsibilities? but thx to my coordinator, and perhaps sum other personnel, they will be changing the wae they conduct the survey. that is, to burn all the recordings into cds and sent to these ppl.
everyone has been mugging so much for campus radio. putting so much effort and time into it. campus radio has becum a part of our lives. i have a senior who survived on 3 hrs of sleep per dae. cos of the many tough modules as well as ccas. man... i certainly admire all these ppl who make full use of their time. of cos, u can choose to relax n not join anything. but dun u feel u acomplish nth?when the birth of campus radio is due, i bet all these seniors gonna be so proud of the success and their hard work will eventually pay off. And , im certainly very proud of my fellow seniors and to be a part of campus radio.
I've cum across many great ppl here in smu, selfish ones too. but no matter what, i'm proud to sae, " I Love SMU" and i thank God for giving me this life that is full of experiences and blessings and im sure there's more to come.
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