hai.. okay.. i seriously duno wats getting over me. hmm.. really feeling like shit. n i duno where's tt cumming from. i seriously duno wat im doing with my life. i feel stranded on sum island. with no direction to go. pls, let me go back to sch asap, at least im doing sth good.

right now, i duno if im really happy with my life. i think i am. cos im totally crazy everydae. jumpy bouncy anything tt u can describe wat a normal cheerful mingyan wud be like. but this mood is jus getting me. am i really really happy? im confused.

sumone ever told me tt keeping to myself is not called strong. its stupid. n the person sae tt when i need to confide i can look for him. here i am, feeling shitty, i said to the person, " why cant u be here for me when i need u?" i was told to be strong cos nobody gonna owas be here for me. okay.. so contradicting.. so profound huh? im confused.

so i guess, u can nv rely on anybody. the only person to trust is urself. oh yeah n not forgetting God. n i guess keeping to myself is still the best choice. =) cos u will nv betray urself unless ur bluffing urself. okay n i duno wat crap im toking here.

hmm.. okay, i think i need a break. this routined life is blowing my mind awae. i need sum money for a getawae, to donate pls call 1900 HELPMINGYAN . $5 per call with an additional 20cents for singtel service. alrite the crappy me is back. n im feeling much better now. =P