hmmmm.. i think i pms.. u know when i was walking arnd town alone,i met my bro fren. he asked me if im alone. i said yeah n then he replied," so poor thing.." hmmm.. is it really poor thing to go out alone? i kinda enjoy that. but why many said poor thing wheneva i go out alone?

i enjoy gg out myself. u control the direction to go. u can have a peaceful time shopping. looking at stuff slowly,dun have to entertain ur fren.. n most imptly, u no longer have to put on a mask. u can be urself. others duno u. u duno others.n yeah u got talent scouted more easily. haha

u know we are all putting on a mask, having diff personalities, n treatin everyone differently. to sum, u show ur serious side , to sum, u crack lotsa jokes. n u hardly show ur true emotions. be it happy or sad, most of the times we put on a smile. cos it feels worse when sumone ask u,' are u alrite?' n sumtimes ur jus happen not to be smiling. nth has happen. sumhow, irritation came in when ppl keep asking n all u wanan do is jus be quiet.

when i'm out alone, i dun have to keep smiling. boo. but theres a disadvantage. u know i feel very excited when i came across cutie stuff i like. like put me in a room of snoppy stuff mickey mouse or a pet shop ful of doggies. i feel so excited!!! my heart beats faster n i jus feel so happy n yet theres no one to share with me the happiness. kinda lame huh. but i duno.. i jus feel excited seeing things i like. i wonder when will the dae cum when i becum really stoned.

im so tired.. i feel like sleeping for a mth. u know wake up sum time later. this world is moving too fast for e to catch up. i need a break.